Tuesday, 13 November 2012

daily daily



不懂怎么最近都这样衰总是遇到不愉快的事情
刚刚就被骂,
其实我有在听在思考,也没什么发脾气
因为我知道再怎么发脾气也没用
已经在努力学习怎么去接受任何教导,
但我没法什么脾气也没哭却被你们讲到好像我
好像很有问题这样
你们真的不了解我
我虽然不会去细心,我再学习只是有时候发问问题
原来也会被骂,就像上次那封挂号信
我真的华语不是很好,有些词语我真的不懂
问而已,向学习很多东西事情就被骂到哭我最记得的。。。。
有时候我真的什么都不想问。
很多事情我都不放在心里,都在学习每一样视外物。
连吃着橙发呆却叫我不要这样
我都没怎样只是有时候争吵我选择静静 我不想关系更加僵硬
我昨天刚告诉你如果有天你做错什么,弄肮脏地上我都不会去骂
因为骂来都没用,应该find a solution在怎么骂再怎么讲
地上都不会清洁回去。。。
这已经证明我已经收起我的脾气和幼稚爱哭的行为,
你们还是没发现,
我很尽力的去学习每一样事情,
Complete所有的事情,你却说我有时候细心的地方用错
有时候我真的很不懂像戏剧这样的小事情也会吵
上次是你第一次对我大声,个人有个人做事方法
需要那么大声吗?我真搞不懂就算我再怎么生你的气我过几小时什么都会忘记了
我没你们那么精明聪明
我也很想像你们那么精但是我尽力尽力
我发觉我好像我变成很有心机的人
。。。。。。。。
不懂了不懂了。。
我已经会control我的脾气,爱哭和心绪(我的格性)
接下来我要多增加我英文程度。
有个人告诉我,在怎么对人好100 人只会记得你得不好
(这只针对外人啦。。。嘻嘻家人就不算)我XXX不会那么小气的
只要找到解决方法,在怎么生气都没用的




Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Crawling back to you



Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,  
And it's too late now to put out the fire,  
Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning out,  
Well I'm doing alright, 'Til I close my eyes And then I see your face, 
 And it's no surprise.
[Chorus] 
Just like that I'm crawling back to you, Just like you said I would yeah,  
I swallowed my pride, Now I'm crawling back to you,
  I'm out of my head,Can't wait any longer,  
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger, 
Just like that, like you said I'd do, 
I'm crawling back to you.
Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
 
And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging 
 On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,
 I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,  
Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.
[Chorus]
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,  Just like you said I would yeah, 
 I swallowed my pride, Now I'm crawling back to you, 
 I'm out of my head, Can't wait any longer, 
 Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger, 
Just like that, like you said I'd do, 
 I'm crawling back to you.
If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.
 
And I would take it all back, give if only I knew that I could.
Lessons learned,
bridges burned to the ground.  
And it's too late now, to put out the fire.
[Chorus] 
Just like that I'm crawling back to you, Just like you said I would yeah,
  I swallowed my pride, Now I'm crawling back to you, 
 I'm out of my head,Can't wait any longer, 
 Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger, 
 Just like that, like you said I'd do, 
 I'm crawling back to you.